Lenten Devotion 3/20/2022

Devotion Nineteen
Sunday March 20, 2022

Today is the first day of Spring. It is a day to celebrate the changing of the seasons. It is a time to look for signs of new life. Well, if you live in a temperate climate. Not so much in our semi-tropical climate here in Florida.

Often when people move to Florida they say they miss the changing of the seasons. Having lived in Florida for 32 years, I have come to appreciate the changing of the seasons in different ways. We have the brutal heat and the intense thunderstorms of the summer. We have the season when oak trees drop their pollen, in our case, into the pool so we have to skim a couple of times a day. There are the two planting seasons for the vegetable garden – in the fall and as the new year begins. There is the season when the northerners are in Florida and the traffic is congested! So, there are ways that we can mark the seasons in Florida.

Here we are not going to know it is spring because all the bare branches on the trees begin to bud and those glorious spring green leaves appear. Or because the grass turns green. Or because flowers suddenly begin to emerge from barren dirt. It’s not as dramatic here. The changes are more subtle. So we have to pay more attention.

It can be like that with matters of the spirit. Sometimes there is dramatic unmistakable welcome change. And it is glorious. But often our spiritual growth is more subtle, incremental, and less flashy.

Our subtle seasons here in the semi-tropics invite us to look more closely. To pay more attention. To concentrate our awareness. To be more mindful. Because the world around us is going through its yearly paces and cycles. The plants and the animals are going through their seasons. Our son works on a farm in Bradenton and in the spring the calves are born. Nature stays true to its cycles.

These subtle seasonal changes reminds us of the need to pay attention to our spiritual cycles and seasons. How are we changing? How are we growing? What is surfacing in us? What is emerging? What is dormant and fallow? What comes up each year around the same time? This Lenten season is a time for reflection and examination and introspection. It’s a time to pay attention to what is going on with our spiritual lives. Maybe we haven’t had some kind of dramatic breakthrough, but if we are looking, we may just see that we are growing and learning and becoming more healthy and whole.

In the wildness of mercy, we may find that we are becoming more loving and caring and compassionate toward ourselves, others, and even our enemies. Even if it isn’t flashy and flowery, there may be slow and steady growth.

Look outside, out a window, or sit on a porch. Notice the signs of life around you. How are things changing? Emerging? Growing? What are the signs of new life? Take some quiet moments to think about your life. Do you see some new attitudes or openings or softenings taking place? Do you see passions forming? Do you see new love emerging? Or maybe forgiveness or acceptance? Give thanks for the signs of life in your spirit. Amen.

Lenten Devotion 3/2/2022

Lent 2022 The Wildness of Mercy
Ash Wednesday 3.3.22

“There’s a wideness in God’s mercy, like the wideness of the sea.” You may have sung this many times in church. It strikes a chord with the quaint rhymes and lilting tune. And, with a typo, the lead phrase can become “There’s a wildness in God’s mercy” and somehow that seems even more appropriate to our times as covid continues to plague the world and the economy, and the predictions about global warming become more dire, and Russia preps its nuclear arsenal. Let’s hope there is a wildness in God’s mercy to help us through all of this!

Lent is a 40 day season of preparation for Easter. It is a time of repentance. Of re-turning to God. For those of you who remember old TV sets, it’s like working the tuning to get the picture clearer. It’s a process of disengaging from all of the messaging we have absorbed that does not validate the reality of God and the wildness of mercy.

We can engage in this process of re-turning our lives to God trusting in the wildness of mercy. This is a time to let go and find you are caught, carried, and cushioned by the wildness of mercy. It is a time to shed all that is shielding you from Divine mercy. It is a time to root yourself once again in the God of wild mercy.

However you may envision God, whatever concepts of God resonate for you, scripture tells us of a God of love that never abandons us and is always present in us, in others, and in the world.

May this Lenten season bring us to Easter cleansed, renewed, and refreshed by the wildness of Divine mercy.

Prayer: In these quiet moments, reflect on how you have experienced the wildness of mercy. Trust those memories as you seek the mercy needed now. Amen.

Note: Lakewood United Church of Christ is having an Ash Wednesday service Wednesday, March 2 at 7:00 p.m. at the home of Bob and Emily Bell. This will be a service around the fire on the waterfront. It includes communion and the imposition of ashes. All are welcome. For details or transportation, please contact the Church Office. Call 727-867-7961 or email lakewooducc@gmail.com

Sunday Service 3.21.2021

GATHERING MUSIC                        Jig Fugue                      Buxtehude


LIGHTING THE PEACE CANDLE                   

No one won the last war, and no one will win the next war.

Eleanor Roosevelt, 1884-1962

PRELUDE                            O pastor animarum          Hildegard of Bingen

OPENING DEVOTION                               Hildegard of Bingen, 1098-1179

Holy Spirit, the life that gives life: You are the cause of all movement. You are the breath of all creatures. You are the salve that purifies our souls. You are the ointment that heals our wounds. You are the fire that warms our hearts. You are the light that guides our feet. Let all the world praise you

MUSIC                                Jesu, Joy of Our Desiring                  J.S. Bach


Let us prepare ourselves for the word of God as it comes to us in the reading of Holy Scripture. Our hearts and minds are open.  

               John 1:1-14 and Psalm 104

For the word of God in scripture, for the word of God among us, for the word of God within us. Thanks be to God.

MYSTIC READING                                                       Hildegard of Bingen

REFLECTION                      Hildegard of Bingen              Rev. Kim P. Wells

First a bit of a precis about Hildegard of Bingen.

She was born to a noble family of Germany. The 10th child. She had her first spiritual visions at 3 years of age. She was given to the church at age 8, entrusted to the care of Jutta at a nearby Benedictine monastery. Was she given as a tithe or did they give her to the church because she was weak and sickly? She took vows as a nun at age 15.

When Jutta died, Hildegard was elected to take over as head of the convent. Then she went on to found two additional convents. They were noted because the nuns were permitted to wear white robes and to let their hair grow long unlike other convents where the garb was black and the hair was shorn.

Hildegard is known for her many endeavors. Among them:

– writing her spiritual memoirs in three volumes

– producing various other spiritual writings including Biblical commentary, sermons, and poetry

– embarking on a preaching tour when she was 60, and women were forbidden to preach to men. And then making three more such tours.

– writing several books about nature and natural medicine

– writing numerous songs for use in church. She is the first named composer of liturgical music. Up until Hildegard, music was attributed to anonymous.

– writing a morality play that was a precursor to opera

– using many illustrations and drawings that augment her writing with descriptive images

– extensive correspondence which included dukes and kings and popes

– challenging the corruption in the church of her day accusing priests of being adulterers and thieves

– using feminine imagery for God

– giving the first known written description of female pleasure during love making

– inventing a language to be used by the nuns called lingua ignota complete with its own alphabet

Hildegard was declared a doctor of the church and

made a saint of the Catholic church in May of 2012.

Let us join together in prayer:

It has been a rough year. This pandemic has really taken us down. Us, the human race. Us, our country, Us, as a community and a church. Us, as individuals. Could we have imagined just over a year ago that when we shut down it would be for so long? Could we imagine not going to work for a year? Not having church for months? Could we imagine not flying for a year? Not going to school in person for months? Not seeing family and friends in person? Not eating out? Not going to concerts, plays, and other arts events? Not going to sports events? Not going to the movies. Not seeing the veterinarian? My dogs have seen our vet in the past year, but I haven’t. Could we have had any idea that we would become so familiar with Zoom, and Facebook live, and other virtual platforms? Whether we wanted to or not? And there is all of the economic upheaval in people’s lives. The siege on the medical sector. And the social isolation and disruption to relationships. And let us not forget, let us never forget, all of the deaths. The grief and loss and pain. So many, many people. Gone. In every country in the world. Our tragically shared bond. [Pause]

But Covid is not the only thing that has withered our spirits in the past year. There was the exceedingly acrimonious, toxic election. That whole process was traumatizing. The horrific tenor of the discourse. The lies. The accusations. The threats. The delusions. The lust for power and money. It was a heinous display of the weakness and self absorption that the human character is capable of. We could even use the word evil. It wasn’t just disgusting, it was dis-heartening; it was shame-full. And the bile continues to poison our common life.

And still our spirits wither over the hateful, violent racism that defines our country. I was reading something written in the early 1960’s about police violence against people of color and the fear it engendered. I had to stop. Sixty years later. Decades. Generations later. And we continue to breed the conditions that perpetuate those actions. And other racist hate crimes like the killings in Atlanta this week.

And while attention is growing, and people are trying to change, lives are still not being lost but being taken by racism. Racial violence. Racial inequity in health outcomes. Racial inequity in education. In access to healthy food. In exposure to environmental hazards. And on and on and on. In every sector of society, there is racism. Including in religion. And it is toxic to everyone. We are all withering from the virus of racism, of course some more than others, but still it is negatively impacting everyone in America. This dis- ease affects us all.

And the backdrop for all of this and more is the unraveling of the very environment around us. Global warming. Sea level rise. The storms and weather events that are disrupting lives in new proportions. This too, whether we know it or not, eats away at our spirits.

And where do we seek solace? Medications? Opiates? Other drugs? Gaming? Social media? TV? These are powerful forces. Forces that can be toxic and can further wither the spirit as well as the body. I have heard several people say to me in recent months that they have intentionally fasted from news and from Facebook and other social media because they felt it eating away at them. So they stepped back from what can poison the soul.

So what can a twelfth century nun who had bizarre apocalyptic visions beginning at age 3 have to say to us today with our complexities and problems so different from the concerns of her day? First let me say that Hildegard of Bingen lived in a time of greedy power grabbing and corruption in the church and in civil affairs which were grossly intertwined and mutually reinforcing. Our election situation would not have shocked Hildegard. We also want to note that Hildegard lived in a time of extreme societal stratification and classicism as well as sexism. People were by no means equally valued. Money talked then as it does today. So Hildegard would understand oppression as we call it. She had to tell her superiors in the church that God told her to write down her visions or else the church would have banned them because women did not write books. Certainly not of a theological nature.

In a time when there was much to wither the spirit, like our time, Hildegard is perhaps most renowned for the concept of greening. Veriditis. This is her concept of the Divine life force. The Divine energy that imbues all of creation and all of life and connects everything into an interrelated whole. The Divine, the spiritual, the material, nature, humanity, the Trinity, it is all integrated. There is no separation.

We listen as Hildegard describes this greening force:

The earth is at the same time mother,                                                                                                                        she is mother of all that is natural,                                                                         mother of all that is human.

She is the mother of all,                                                                                               for contained in her                                                                                                           are the seeds of all.

The earth of humankind                                                                                        contains all moistness,                                                                                                   all verdancy,                                                                                                     all germinating power.

It is in so many ways fruitful.                                                                                        All creation comes from it.                                                                                           Yet it forms not only the basic                                                                            raw material for humankind,                                                                                   but also the substance                                                                                       of the incarnation                                                                                           of God’s son. [Meditations with Hildegard of Bingen, Gabriele Uhlein p. 58]

This concept of greening, the moistness, the verdancy, the germinating power, conveys the life force, the fecundity, the fertility, the potential for growth and vibrancy in the natural world. But veriditis is also the power of life, relationship, agency, growth, action and awareness, bestowed by God to the human spirit. It is the Divine that greens us. That gives to us the potential to live and to thrive and to be co-creators with God of a world intended to flourish and thrive and bear fruit.

Hildegard is continuously relying on Divine power, God the Holy Spirit, Christ, the Trinity, as the greening power that enlivens humanity. She sees the greening as a gift that God is seeking to give to humans. To bless them. So that they can bless God and the world through creativity and fertility and bearing fruit.

The greening power is for the greater good. It is not to make money, another kind of greening. Divine greening is not to gain power for the individual. It is not for self promotion. For self gain. Divine greening is for the health of the individual as well as the health of the community and the planet. It is all connected and integrated.

As spring arrives, we see the green emerging around us even here in Florida. Nature seems to know how to submit itself to the greening. With people it is more complicated. But we are so in need of this power of re- creation, of new life. Especially after a year, yes, can you believe it, a full year, of a pandemic and all of the restrictions and hardship and death that has come with it. We are in a season of readiness for new life.

And here Hildegard inspires us to receive the gift we are being given simply because we are alive and human. Like nature, we are being given the power of greening, of renewal, and growth, not only biologically but spiritually. We have been given the capacity to grow and thrive and transform. We have the greening power to make us resilient against threats like the covid virus. We have the greening power to help us confront the evils of racism and greed and oppression. We have the greening power to empower us to work with nature for the good of creation itself. This is being given to us. Provided for us.

In one of her visions Hildegard tells us:

God says:                                                                                                       In the shaking out of my mantle                                                                     you are drenched,                                                                                       watered,                                                                                                    with thousands upon thousands                                                                           of drops                                                                                                         of precious dew.

Thus is humanity gifted. [Uhlein, p.109]`

We are being given this greening power. Moist. Verdant. Fecund. The perfect medium and conditions for growing and thriving

We engage this greening power when we live our lives with fullness and authenticity. It isn’t just about work and service and constant sacrifice. Hildegard celebrates a life of engagement and awareness. You could call this greening power an anti-depressant, not in a medical sense, of course. Greening is about involvement and fulfillment and taking delight in all of life. Not watching. Not spectating. Not consuming on social media. Not being taken in as a brainwashed follower. Hildegard encourages us to think for ourselves and trust our experience as she learned to trust hers even when it put her at odds with the authorities around her. She tells us:

We cannot live in a world that is not our own, in a world that is interpreted for us by others. An interpreted world is not a home. Part of the terror is to take back our own listening, to use our own voice, to see our own light.

Dare to declare who you are. It is not far from the shores of silence to the boundaries of speech. The path is not long, but the way is deep. You must not only walk there, you must be prepared to leap.

Here we are in a morass. Like fish or birds in an oil spill. Mired in a toxic environment, and Hildegard is reminding us of the Divine power of greening, that is seeking us, seeking to enliven us, seeking to make us thrive and flourish and bear fruit. The greening power of the Divine is seeking to make its home in us. To enter us. And be expressed in our living. This is a message of great consolation and hope.

We are in trying times and there are many challenges that face us. But Hildegard is reminding us of the power that is within us to meet those challenges with resilience, to be true to Divine Light, to ourselves, and to Creation. It is the power, the force we see in the greening of the oak trees, and the new shoots on the mango trees, and the fecundity of the garden rife with kale and tomatoes and carrots and peas. It is the greening power of the rain that pours forth to clean and nourish the earth. It is the power of the sun to awaken and inspire. And the moon which marks the seasons. This greening power is within us. To give us life. To give the world life.

We close with a blessing from Hildegard:

Humanity, take a good look at yourself. Inside, you’ve got heaven and earth, and all of creation. You’re a world— everything is hidden in you.

Amen.A reasonable effort has been made to appropriately cite materials referenced in this sermon. For additional information, please contact Lakewood United Church of Christ

UNISON READING                                                      Hildegard of Bingen

Listen: there was once a king sitting on his throne. Around Him stood great and wonderfully beautiful columns ornamented with ivory, bearing the banners of the king with great honour. Then it pleased the king to raise a small feather from the ground, and he commanded it to fly. The feather flew, not because of anything in itself but because the air bore it along. Thus am I, a feather on the breath of God.

MUSIC                            Sonata 16, Mov.2 K545                        Mozart


The mission of Lakewood United Church of Christ, as part of the Church Universal is to:

  • Celebrate the presence and power of God in our lives & in our world
  • Offer the hospitality and inclusive love of Christ to all people.
  • Work for God’s peace and justice throughout creation.


Morning offerings may be brought forward and placed in the plates on the altar.

       Offertory                                  Vivo                                 Schroeder

        Prayer of Dedication                                          Hildegard of Bingen

Be not lax in celebrating. Be not lazy in the festive service of God. Be ablaze with enthusiasm. Let us be an alive, burning offering before the altar of God.  Amen.

MUSICAL CALL TO PRAYER               Lo How a Rose         German trad.

(LUCC Choir virtual recording)


Fathering and Mothering God, lover of us all, most holy one. Help us to respond to you To create what you want for us here on earth. Give us today enough for our needs. Forgive our weak and deliberate offenses, Just as we must forgive others when they hurt us. Help us to resist evil and to do what is good. For we are yours, endowed with your power to make the world whole. Amen.                                                                                    

*BENEDICTION (unison)                                             Hildegard of Bingen

Even in a world that’s being shipwrecked, remain brave and strong.                                                 

*POSTLUDE           Herr Gott, Dich Loben Alle Wir (Old 100th)       Walther

Sunday Service 3.14.2021

GATHERING MUSIC     Basse et Dessus de Trompette   Clérambault


LIGHTING THE PEACE CANDLE                   

A person who is not disturbed by the incessant flow of desires—that enter like rivers into the ocean which is ever being filled but is always still—can alone achieve peace, and not the person who strives to satisfy such desires.

Bhagavad-Gita, Hindu Scripture

PRELUDE                        Feuilles Volantes #1                      Duparc

OPENING DEVOTION                              Simone Weil,1909-1943

God rewards the soul that thinks of God with attention and love, and God rewards it by exercising a compulsion upon it. . . . We have to abandon ourselves to the pressure, to run to the exact spot whither it impels us and not go one step further, even in the direction of what is good.

MUSIC                        Il Pleut Bergère                 French folk song


Let us prepare ourselves for the word of God as it comes to us in the reading of Holy Scripture. Our hearts and minds are open.  

               Luke 9:23-25 and John 12:24

For the word of God in scripture, for the word of God among us, for the word of God within us. Thanks be to God.

MYSTIC READING                                                   Simone Weil

REFLECTION                       Simone Weil

Simone Weil remembers a story that her mother told to her when she was 4 as she was recovering from an operation for appendicitis. The story is called Marie in gold and Marie in tar. A little girl was sent by her stepmother into the forest. She reached a house where she was asked: Do you want to enter by the door in gold or by the door in tar? “For me,” the little girl replied, “tar is quite good enough.” This was the right answer and a shower of gold fell on her when she went through the tar door. When she got home with all of her gold, the stepmother sent her own daughter into the forest for gold. The girl found the same house and was asked the same question: Do you want to enter by the door in gold or by the door in tar? She chose the golden door and was deluged with tar. [Simone Weil: A Life, Simone Petrement, p.9]. Weil later commented that this fairy tale had had an important influence on the rest of her life.

And that is clearly evident. Weil always had sympathies for the least and the lowest in society. As a child, 9 or 10 years old, in 1918 and 1919, she declared her sympathies for the Bolsheviks. She had sympathies for those who were humiliated in the Treaty of Versailles after World War 1. On a family vacation to the Alps in 1925, Weil befriended the chambermaids, the porter, the desk clerk, the bellhop and other hotel workers. She told them that they worked too hard and that they should organize and form a union. Her sentiments offended other guests at the hotel.

Throughout her life, she always had empathy for the victims.[Petrement, p. 23-24]

Weil was from a well-educated, cultured family. Her father was a doctor. She and her brother were extremely intellectual from a young age. Weil became a philosophy professor at a young age and embraced her vocation as an intellectual and a teacher. But she did not sequester herself in an ivory tower. In addition to teaching young people in school, she taught classes for laborers at night and on the weekends. She devoted herself to the labor movement and to helping any cause that was about honoring the humanity of the lower classes. She wrote countless articles, participated in demonstrations, took in refugees, and was constantly helping people. She was committed to changing the systems – financial, political, and social – that led to the abuse and degradation of people.

Throughout her life, Weil continued to actively form relationships with people of the lower socio-economic classes. And she devoted herself to the labor movement. She took a year off from teaching to pursue factory work so that she could personally experience that life. And at another time she took time off from teaching to work in the agricultural sector to personally experience that kind of life and work. She also went to Spain to participate in the Spanish Civil War. Weil put great store in personal experience. And throughout her life, though her ideas, her views on labor, her political inclinations, and her thoughts about pacifism emerged and changed, she did not change in her commitment to those who were victims, who were treated in any

way as less than. She gave her time, her intellect, her energies, and her money constantly to uplift others.

This commitment can also be seen in how she chose to live: Always in meager circumstances, unheated rooming quarters, sleeping on the floor, eating the food of someone poor, or a refugee. She could never feel comfortable indulging herself or
even taking care of herself when she knew that others were suffering or without. In fact, this aspect of her authenticity and integrity may have contributed to her death. She died with
tuberculosis in London in 1943, just 34 years old. She was there working with the French Resistance during World War 2. While she was being treated, she refused to eat any more than she thought a person in France would have to eat. It was minimal. And so starvation was a contributing factor in her death. Some thought that she intentionally starved herself to death to call attention to the suffering of others. This has not been fully resolved. But in any case, she was true to her principles.

In the preface to her biography of Weil, her dear friend, Simone Petrement, tells us, “To write of her life means to deal with her work, for the bond between her life and her thought was inconceivably close. Nobody has more heroically endeavored to bring her actions into accord with her ideas.” [Petrement, p. viii]

And here we turn to religion. As Christians, we might say that of Jesus: That he heroically endeavored to bring his actions into accord with his ideas. That is how we think of Jesus. His life and his values, his ideals, completely aligned. That is how we, as

Christians, define healing and wholeness. The alignment of our beliefs and our actions. Our journey in this life is to bring together our behavior, our choices, our lives and our moral values, our ethical commitments, and our beliefs. The closer our values and our actions align, the more we feel whole, healthy, at peace. The greater the gap between our moral commitments and our behavior, the more we feel dis-ease, the more troubled our spirits.

Weil sought to close that gap in her life. From an early age, Simone Weil was seen as someone whose values and behavior were aligned and they embodied her concern and her commitment to the less advantaged sectors of society.

When she was a child, a nurse who had been employed by her father, observed, “Simone is a saint.” Indeed this was said about her repeatedly throughout her life. [Petrement, p. 16]

A saint. And yet, what were Weil’s religious commitments, her spiritual sensibilities? Weil was raised in a family that was agnostic, non religious, with an ancestral heritage in Judaism. According to the dictates of Naziism and the anti-semitism of the World War 2 era, Weil was Jewish. But as she points out when she is denied a teaching post because of her supposed religion, she has never been in a synagogue. So, can she be considered Jewish?

As an adult, Weil studied many religions. She read their sacred texts, often in the original language. She finally read the Old Testament and was dismayed at what she found. The God of violence and vengeance. Weil read the New Testament and found that much more aligned with her sensibilities of concern for the downtrodden and the universal family of humanity. She studied cultures and philosophers, ancient, modern, and everything in between. She found beauty and truth in all of them.

But in her later years, she found herself drawn to the Catholic church, a core component of French culture. She liked to visit churches. She adored Gregorian chant and made the effort to hear this haunting music especially on holy days like Easter. Weil had three intense mystical experiences that solidified her commitment to Catholicism. She experienced the presence of Christ. She was moved by the crucifixion and the passion of Christ and was envious that Christ was given the opportunity to suffer for others in that way. She recited the Savior’s Prayer, in Greek, each day and found her spirit transformed. She engaged in spiritual direction with a Catholic priest who became a dear friend.

And yet. Weil was never officially baptized. She never joined the Catholic church. And thus was never welcome to partake in the sacrament of holy communion though she longed to do so, to unite herself with the body and blood of Christ, to be with him in his suffering and death.

So, we must ask, why someone so Christlike herself, did not feel she could in good conscience, align herself completely with the church? There are several reasons for this and she explains them.

Weil was concerned about the power and influence of the church as a social structure. She tells us:

“What frightens me is the Church as a social structure. . . I am afraid of the Church patriotism that exists in Catholic circles. . . There are some saints who approved of the Crusades or the Inquisition. I cannot help thinking that they were in the wrong. I cannot go against the light of conscience. If I think that on this point I see more clearly than they did, I who am so beneath them, then I must admit that in this matter they were blinded by
something powerful. This something was the Church seen as a social structure.” [Petrement, p. 452]

Weil did not want to associate herself with the Church as a social structure that may be involved politically or patriotically, in ways that were in conflict with her morals and values. And this certainly happened during the World War 2 era.

Weil was also concerned that by officially committing to the church, she would be compromising her intellectual integrity and circumscribing her intellectual freedom. She tells us:

“. . . my vocation imposes upon me the necessity of remaining outside the Church, without so much as committing myself in any way, even implicitly, to her or to the dogmas of Christianity, in any case for as long as I am not quite incapable of intellectual work. And that is in order that I may serve God and the Christian faith in the realm of the intelligence. The degree of intellectual honesty

that is obligatory for me, by reason of my particular vocation, demands that my thought should be indifferent to all ideas without exception. . . ;it must be equally welcoming and equally reserved with regard to all of them.” [Petrement, p. 471]

So, in order to maintain her intellectual integrity and to use her intellect in service to the greater good as she felt called to do, she felt that she needed to remain outside of the church.

Weil also felt constrained against joining the church through baptism because she felt there were many things outside the Christian tradition and before the Christian tradition that were of God, and that she loved, and she did not want to devalue them by making that which is Christian pre-eminent. She tells us:

“So many things are outside it, so many things that I love and do not want to give up, so many things that God loves, otherwise they would not be in existence. All the immense stretches of past centuries, except the last twenty, are among them; all the countries inhabited by colored races; all secular life in the white peoples’ countries; in the history of these countries, all the traditions banned as heretical. . . ; all those things resulting from
the Renaissance, too often degraded but not quite without value.” [Waiting for God, Simone Weil, p. 32]

Weil felt that aligning herself with the Catholic church would require her to devalue or discard things of other cultures and eras that she loved and felt had value to humanity.

Finally, it was her conception of the universal love of God that kept her out of the church. She felt that all of humanity was equally loved by God. All created in the image of God. And yet the Catholic church, supposedly universal, defined people as in or out of the church, two groups, at least, and necessarily one of different value than the other. So, she tells us:

“The children of God should not have any other country here below but the universe itself, with the totality of all the reasoning creatures it ever has contained, contains, or ever will contain. . . . Our love should stretch as widely across all space.” [Petrement, p. 470]

She also tells us:

“. . . nothing gives me more pain than the idea of separating myself from the immense and unfortunate multitude of unbelievers. . . .” [Petrement, p. 45]

So, Weil is devoted to the spirituality and ritual of Catholicism, she embraces the values and morals and teachings of Jesus, she experiences the presence of Christ, she is passionate about the universal unconditional love of God, she honors the image of God in very person and the sacredness of all life, she accepts the forgiveness and potential for growth and transformation of Christianity, she values history and the intellect, and she cannot join the actual church. She felt that she had given her life to Christ, or that Christ had taken her life, but she could not join Christ’s church.

This should give us pause. There is obviously a gap between Jesus, the teachings of Christianity, and the actual human institution of the church. That will always be. And we should always be paying attention to that.

The concerns that Weil expresses also concern many of us. The alignment of certain expressions of the church with patriotism that betrays the teachings of Jesus. The cooperation of the church with systems of abuse and degradation. An anti-intellectualism associated with the church. The exclusivism in the church.

The principles upheld by Weil are things that many of us also value. And I think that many of us are here in this church because we are looking for an expression of Christianity that Weil
could embrace. And we are looking for a community in which to celebrate those values. A community in which to nurture and grow in those commitments. We are looking for support and solidarity on our journey as we seek to integrate our values and beliefs with our actions and choices. We, too, are seeking integrity, authenticity, and wholeness. We are seeking healing from the fragmentation, the hypocrisy, and the lies that surround us. We are committed to creating new systems and power arrangements that end oppression and abuse and degradation of people as well as the earth itself.

And we also want to offer all that we have been given toward creating a world of peace and dignity for all.

We are part of a different expression of Christianity. A way of following Jesus that leaves the exclusivity and patriarchy and cultural superiority behind. We are part of an expression of Christianity that celebrates the intellect as a divine gift. We are part of an expression of Christianity that is not limited by parochialism but celebrates the universal unconditional nature of Divine Love. It is an expression of Christianity needed today, for us and for our future. And maybe it is the kind of Christianity that could have been embraced by Weil.

Simone Weil was very much shaped by her time and her experience. She lived through two world wars. She participated in the Spanish Civil War. She lived through the advent of
communism in Russia. And she was shaped by her life circumstances, born to a French doctor’s family, plagued by health problems including debilitating headaches and perhaps
anorexia. She was dedicated to sharing the suffering of others, all the while taking risks and making choices that caused suffering for those that loved her, her friends and family, especially her parents. And through it all, she sought to live with authenticity and integrity. She sought to align her core commitments and her choices. She sought to live her life. Fully and freely.

In an article about her reviewing her life and work, scholar Stephen Plant tells us: “Those who write about Simone Weil (1909–43) use strikingly similar vocabulary, describing her as ascetic, brilliant, enigmatic, a genius, heretical, mad, mercurial, an outsider, passionate, prophetic, revolutionary, spiritual and

troubled.” [History of Western Philosophy of Religion, Simone Weil, by Stephen Plant, University of Durham, pp 199-210, accessed at
https://www.cambridge.org/core/books/history-of-western-philosophy-of-religion/simone-weil/43059285EC8C47075E8F75ECD78E9B8C ]

These same things have also been said of Jesus. May we, too, live our lives fully and freely. And may we seek to create a faith community that supports us on our journey to wholeness. Amen.

UNISON READING                                                     Simone Weil

Except the seed die. . . It has to die in order to liberate the energy it bears within it so that with this energy new forms may be developed.  So we have to die in order to liberate a tied up energy, in order to possess an energy which is free and capable of understanding the true relationship of things.

MUSIC                                 je ne cuit pas                    Machaut


The mission of Lakewood United Church of Christ, as part of the Church Universal is to:

  • Celebrate the presence and power of God in our lives & in our world
  • Offer the hospitality and inclusive love of Christ to all people.
  • Work for God’s peace and justice throughout creation.


Morning offerings may be brought forward and placed in the plates on the altar.

       Offertory         May We See Your Radiant Face              HKJ

USF Chamber Singers, Dr. John Richmond, dir.

Prayer of Dedication                                   Simone Weil

“Attention is the rarest and purest form of generosity.  It is given to very few minds to notice that things and beings exist.  Since my childhood, I have not wanted anything else but to receive the complete revelation of this before dying.”  May we dedicate ourselves to paying attention.  Amen.

MUSICAL CALL TO PRAYER         Je T’appartiens                    Bécaud


Our Father who is throughout the universe, Let your name be set apart. Come your counsel. Let your desire be, as in the universe, also on earth. Give us bread for our necessities this day And free us from our offenses, As also we have freed our offenders. And do not let us enter our worldliness, But set us free from error. For belongs to you the kingdom, power, And song, from ages to ages. Sealed in faithfulness.   Amen. 

Aramaic version

*BENEDICTION (unison)                                       Simone Weil

We must not wish for the disappearance of our troubles but for the grace to transform them.                                                             

*POSTLUDE      Prière des Orgues (from “Mass for the Poor”)   Satie

Sunday Service 3.7.2021

This post includes the bulletin and music from last Sunday’s service.

GATHERING MUSIC        Kyrie from “Missa de Angelis”                           HKJ


LIGHTING THE PEACE CANDLE                         Earl Waters, liturgist

When I walk through thy woods, may my right foot and my left foot be harmless to the little creatures that move in its grasses; as it is said by the mouth of thy prophet, They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain.                                 

Rabbi Moshe Hakotun

PRELUDE                 Attende Domine from “Roma”                      HKJ

OPENING PRAYER           St. Francis of Assisi, 1181 or 1182-1226

Most powerful, most high, most holy, most supreme Lord, you alone are good, and all goodness comes from you.  May we give you all praise, all glory, all blessings and all honour.  And may we offer back to you all the good things which you have granted to us.  Amen.

MUSIC                       Salve Regina from “Roma”                           HKJ


Let us prepare ourselves for the word of God as it comes to us in the reading of Holy Scripture. Our hearts and minds are open.  

               Luke 9:1-6 (selected verses) John 17:13-23 (selected verses)

For the word of God in scripture, for the word of God among us, for the word of God within us. Thanks be to God.

MYSTIC READING                                                   Francis of Assisi

REFLECTION                 St. Francis of Assisi     Rev. Mardie Chapman

This week we do not have a text copy of the sermon.

UNISON READING                                                     Francis of Assisi

You are holy, Lord, the only God, You do wonders. You are good, all good, the highest good, Lord, God, living and true. You are love, charity. You are wisdom, You are humility, You are patience, You are beauty, You are inner peace, You are joy. You are our hope and gladness. You are justice, You are moderation. You are all our riches; You are enough for us. You are beauty, You are meekness. You are the protector, You are our guardian and defender; You are strength, You are refreshment. You are our hope, You are our faith, You are our charity; You are our delight. You are our eternal life: The great and wonderful Lord, God Almighty, Merciful Saviour.

MUSIC                       Pange Lingua from “Roma”                                    HKJ


The mission of Lakewood United Church of Christ, as part of the Church Universal is to:

  • Celebrate the presence and power of God in our lives & in our world
  • Offer the hospitality and inclusive love of Christ to all people.
  • Work for God’s peace and justice throughout creation.


Morning offerings may be brought forward and placed in the plates on the altar.

       Offertory         Sanctus from “Missa de Angelis”              HKJ

        Prayer of Dedication                                   Francis of Assisi

Almighty, eternal, just and merciful God, grant us the desire to do only what pleases you, and the strength to do only what you command.  Cleanse our souls, enlighten our minds, and inflame our hearts with your Holy Spirit, that we may follow in the footsteps of your beloved Son, Jesus Christ.  Amen.

MUSICAL CALL TO PRAYER      Happy Are the Lowly Poor                  HKJ

(USF Chamber Singers recording) 


Our Creator, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.  Thy kingdom come.  Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.  And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.  And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.  For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory for ever.  Amen.

*BENEDICTION (unison)              Clare of Assisi, 1194-1253, adapted

What we hold, may we always hold.  What we do, may we always do and never abandon.  But with swift pace, light step, and unswerving feet, may we go forward securely, joyfully, and lightly, on wisdom’s path.  Believing nothing, agreeing with nothing, which would dissuade us from our resolution.  Or which would place a stumbling block for us on the way.  So that we may offer our promises to the Most High God, in the pursuit of the sacred goals to which the Spirit has summoned us.  Amen.

*POSTLUDE          Lauda Sion Salvetorem from “Roma”              HKJ